I just can't wait

In the university these years --one

06/24/2008

 In the university these years --one

Some things, Interior Design have already become the old affair before I have not understood and treasured yet.
Some people, have already become old people before I have not experienced diligently yet.
Time inscribe youthful trace at the face in us, can't erase we hide the memory in the bottom of heart. That pair once waved other hands, that pair of eyes that once had no chance, flying away the wind gradually, how much appearance does it forget all one's life hurriedly, want face to forget you while being only. In four years, I cried too, like you, have a simple and fragile heart; I like too, like you, still defending finally on very quiet and azure day. Unconsciously, graduate and leave the table, the youth is not continued, in our growing up and ripe gradually, we have lost a lot, has got a lot too, it is pure and innocent to lose, but has learnt to use the mask parcel, learn to join in the fun on occasion, exchange a few words of greetings with people, speak from the purpose; Conduct oneself in society, involuntarily, do not know who is writing this play in life, there are puzzles which we can not find a clue to too much in the middle, then, all of us feel the one alive is very tired, want to get back to primitively, because there is romance of the fairy tale in our imaginations there, but, the fairy tale is too beautiful, the beautiful one lets people want to try to escape reality.


Second, in the university these years

Before coming to this block of campuses, the university life in my imagination is white. Because the ivory tower in the legend is white, reSidence design I am stubborn thinks the whole life is the white splendor that refracts out: But pureness is free, beautiful and colorful.
When the heavy one, think life getting red. So many our once strange life blows against one's face, fresh and magnificent, hospitable but tense. In my red memory, see the so-called professor's excitement for the first time, join curiosity of the corporation, the intension of the first examination for the first time, for the first time what cut school had a guilty conscience, the first time and teacher wanton happiness that joke, first all night such as collective solemn and stirring   
When the loud 2, life is green, the youthful jointing grows, confidence swells limitlessly, getting vigorous tree that picture grow, happy like firework that burst forth, dream of, like, grow wing of angel right away.  Then I begin to take a trip to local what oneself like, begin any table delicacies in the familiar campus, begin, come to like sea chat about, begin, put B like others, begin until whom future watch very much light, begin to pursue the dreamlike love, begin to learn to forget the horizon too   
When the heavy three, it is blue for life to become. Realistic life let we head coming under being calm gradually of passion, begin how far on earth from oneself to future does it understand, make the choice for this: Postgraduate qualifying examination, or work. All may Office Relocation be changed with everything related of this decision, including our love, with that faith that we have nothing to fear.